Alright, so, let's get the bad and the ugly out of the way first. My twitch channel... I've practically given up on it. I enjoyed what I did... but it wasn't gainful in a way that could sustain myself for long periods of time. I would love to get back to it someday soon but... I would much rather do it casually or just not at all. Secondly, I've come to realize that I've lost my reason for living. That's been a long time ago, honestly, but it has never felt more apparent than now.
So, switching gears for a moment, time for a meaningful development on the good news side of things. I have found love once again. She's incredible... She's everyt
‘Twas the night before Christmas on DeviantArt,
Not a paintbrush was stirring, and creators took heart.
The artists scrolled through Daily Deviations with care
Knowing kindred warm-fuzzies soon would be there.
Deviants were all swiping, all snug on their phones
While visions of inspiration across all time zones
Were zapped to their smart device, quick as can be,
At the tap of a button in a +Fav’ing spree!
When across the Interwebs there arose such a clatter,
I sprang to the Comments to see what was the matter,
“I’m bored,” the Journal wrote, “I’m on a long trip, too.
I don’t have my laptop, an
When he came home that night, tittering about exaggeration with a partial stutter in his voice, I knew he wouldn't make it past six months. What I didn't know is how he'd prove me wrong and live two more years. Hope left mile-long stories on his face, and every time he got a new test result back he made me wish for one more day.
It was three-forty eight when I watched them roll his half full-of-life body into the ambulance, the wheels groaning with each shift in the concrete terrain. I botched my small steps and ended up tripping over every word he mumbled. Even with heavy anesthesia from earlier that morning, he still managed bisected jok
Those nights that we shared
A future promised...
Those honeyed words
"I love you more than anything."
Lies!
All cruel and painful lies!
You gave me hope I had lost!
Made me believe in people again!
Those feelings that guided us
Strength to face the world...
Those moments no other shared
The clock unable to be turned back...
Facade?
Suffering to such extremes?
Unable to give concrete answers?
Impossible to believe in our future?
The moment it all ended
An attempt to escape from life...
The shifting of true blame
The relationship forever destroyed...
Betrayal.
You tore out my heart.
Spat in the face of my hope.
Made me resent your very